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10151956_Dawoud — Remember Back
Artist: → 10151956_Dawoud
10151956_Dawoud — Remember Back — lyrics
Verse 1
Just take a look at me at eight grade
When i was the main topic of hate
It didn’t stop there, cause like i felt
Like i needed more of it, heat it to storage it
Succeeded or failed, defeated or inhaled, treated me like dirty nail
Chewing and blowing on me like a third degree burn
I was like continuing doing what you’ve been doing
Ruining and bullying, went like fully in a truly sin, surelyling that i was maimed i was ain’t
Till you start to screw with him, you thought it was what made me insane
I’m the same, what did you tryna do with him? hey, say something
What wrong deed did i try to do to you, x-ray from my point of view of you
Viewing my sight point at you, from all the wrong you do
But i accepted and respected you as a villain and a human too
Never neglected or rejected you and i still ain’t hating you
Faking nothing this is true you could’ve been selected as a vip too
Raised a sword at my neck for every word i said
But you failed to get me wrecked, tried to tore my head
As sore as i could get i was sure of it
You just competed with the other on me never completed
I was like your demons even though i’ve never come to see them
Got defeated before i get a one last chance to defeat them
It was like i was restoring my health more than it could’ve held
Treated me like someone else, you were just like hey
“keep pouring on him hell of curse word ” no more good morning, shoot his story
His good mood keeps on destroying, don’t say, oh shoot i’m sorry
Chorus
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was and is my hobby
Now let the church go again even though i don’t my mind to
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was my hobby
Verse 2
L recall the student that i’ve done wrong and ruined in “ not alone“
When i see it all, when i was the undisputed and wrote that song
My glories took me too far, i’ve stories and storages of it all, i do recall and sorry for it all
We don’t owe other anything no, but you were the who got me muted
We were like unsuitable, but you done this suitable, so cute and
Your hate for me was real and confuted, we are not diluted
We are deluded, leaving you, i refuse and still not able to kill my refusing
We were like alluding to each others eluding, reached each other just for using
And re-using not re-uniting, but i was all alone, on my throne, on my own loosing
But you made me go crazy, maybe it ain’t me, mainly i was failing, because of you
Accusing me lately of things, basically i was asking myself, what is going on?
What am i doing wrong, why do you think what suits me is harm
But no, you; i can’t let go. i told about my depression, i told you about me stressing
But since then i hence and mentioned you’re the best and in my chest i’m stressed
But your soul was cold as a guest. i guess you gave no less, never damaged someone else no mess but joseph isn’t in bliss. i miss these days, that you were pissed, the one i dissed, the one miss i miss, you started with this. we couldn’t do anything without fighting
Even for the right thing, we were hiring, killers and demons were signing, i mean
When you were by me. it was frightening, no wall, no soul, no harm could stop us from tearing each other apart, we stormed each other from all fronts in all forms
The worst though. we didn’t though it was awful, we gone rogue, a war though, a warzone
For you i was and am ready to do whatever i put my mind to i’ve been
Ready to to sacrifice my time, my life, at any day, anytime, i know i sound insane
But this is me saying that i wasn’t paying attention to what i was doing and saying
I was verbally saying what i meant certainly, not a perfect thing, perfectly respectfully
Perfection is what you deserve from me i’m hurting, gotta keep my burden, here you earn it
Don’t force me to
Chorus
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was and is my hobby
Now let the church go again even though i don’t my mind to
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was my hobby
Verse 3
I read on a website that said “who will my enemy be”
I felt like my enemy was near, now the enemy is here
Only god that i fear, now i’m fighting it’s clear
It led to me thinking, what is the worst thing?
Is it being broken by money and love or by opening?
By a hole for people to be scoping in boxing me like a boxing gym
What is the most important thing, is it thinking how people will remember me?
Their remembrance of me? too clearly see what i’ll be a part of. what i am doing
What kind of memories or is it the legacy that never leaves?
Well for me, it’s to enter paradise in the afterlife after i die
I know, you keep remembering when you sat in the winter when the cold entered
You want to mourn or surrender, but you are the preventer who couldn’t prevent
What is being said, heard and read, ignore all instead don’t be a pretender
Don’t pretend, there ain’t no pretend here, just repent, repentance, i swear i meant it
Tore it all in your head, fix it, at this event don’t quit, just invent, to get a cent, i sense it
Reverse everything bad you earned, that got you hurt, just know that it’s what made you, you first
Just disperse like i do in this verse, try to blend in superb. it’s your turn, to write about feeling you learned
Plenty of words, why are you sending me dirt, send fire on this liars, undesirely, cursed
When it’s mending it’s worse, quit lending your purse, do what works for you first
Be yourself, your own, supplier, buyer, before lying on the bed of retiring, you serve
Hop on run you got miles to burn, severe thing that you’re dreaming, referred as absurd
Don’t stop, don’t ask yourself, why always i, hearing your feeling might not be what you preferred
Kicked to the curb, fly through the world for try killing the surgery dealing with fighting the urge
Highlighting your nerves, quit getting disturb, like you were at your birth, feeling concerned
Hearing some words, reminding you of your hurt, but you don’t want to
Chorus
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was and is my hobby
Now let the church go again even though i don’t my mind to
Remember back when i was the center back keep getting attacked
Was attached to that so bad that when it ended i wasn’t happy
Got nappy of depressing, stressing more than it ever did leaving my body
After that everything was just dropping, getting hate was my hobby
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