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Ramaj Eroc — I Was Never Loved
Artist: → Ramaj Eroc
Ramaj Eroc — I Was Never Loved — lyrics
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Yo, you were one until you made me feel this pain
I hope i don’t ever feel this way again
Who will i run to when i feel i’ve gone insane
Or when my emotions are uncontained
I was quick to blame myself when things erupted
Being told i was the cause of our corruption left me gutted
Those angry voicemails on my phone from your mother
She said things i can’t repeat, like, shit we only told each other
Well so i thought, messages resemble noah’s ark
Flooded with texts that i wish no man will ever get
Still, i sit & read’em & dwell on what should’ve, could’ve
Knowing damn well it’s so much my mental can put up with
All the shit that we forget
As soon as a bad moment intercept, we act like there
Was never a good moment or shit we’ll always cherish
And i’m the one left with a heart that just may never be repaired
I was scared of the possibility of us ending up here
The back & forth was so damn wimbledon clear
I tried my best to better myself just for you
And just so you don’t ever get this shit confused, just know
You were the one that made me feel this pain
I hope i don’t ever feel this way again, aye
I was framed, you told to world i was insane
And said my emotions were unrestrained
Why? why tell the world shit i only exposed to you
I’m discomposed you still have not disclosed the truth
Well, what do you know, my side of the story no one came near it
But it was all your baggage that kept weighing down my spirit
I was taught, love is meant to be tough
So, no matter how much love i soaked up like a sponge, sadly, wasn’t enough
Always feeling there’s another layer
Peepin’ these ig couples, like damn, they must prayin’ a better prayer
You comparing me to your past endeavors got me embarrassed
I remember when i used to look in your eyes & i just stared
Now i’m like where did this all go wrong, woman how dare you
I swear, i would’ve never thought love would be so daring
But who cares anymore — clearly, i do
So, i called up your dad & he gladly heard me out too
I won’t reveal much of all that was said, but it was closure
Finally, all that pressure was off my shoulders
I tried my best even when you didn’t allow me to
Everything was me, you never held yourself accountable for shit at all
When you told me you never loved me, was the last straw, last straw
You put me in a lot of pain
I hope i don’t ever feel this way again
Even though i been so caught up in the rain
Love should never have anybody feeling this drained, foreal
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