Artist: → Ekoh
{chorus: drowsy}
I said i’m happy for you
But i know that i lied
When i said i could prove
That i need you by my side
And i’m just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz i’m happy for you even though you’re not mine
{verse 1: ekoh}
Yeah, late night, staring at the ceiling
Scrolling through my phone like that’s the way that i’ve been dealin’
I was made this way, can’t escape thoughts of how i made mistakes
That’s probably why i’m calling you again, oh
Just sayin’, yeah, i’ve got a feelin’ the feelin’ i’ve been erased with
Another heart that took the story, we wrote and replaced it
But know you were right
You could find someone who was better
I know i never treated you like you were mine
I, i, i keep lying like
Life’s not difficult
If i’m so over this
Then why am i missing you?
Said you couldn’t live your life without me
Look at you, doin’ just fine there without me
I see you’re doin’ okay
And i’mma lie like i’m doing the same
{chorus: drowsy}
I said i’m happy for you
But i know that i lied
When i said i could prove
That i need you by my side
And i’m just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz i’m happy for you even though you’re not mine
{verse 2: ekoh}
I know you’re turning a page
Movin’ and getting engaged
Finally see you’re right a couple years too late
But if i could go back
I would be that whole half
I would try to save us
Hold you close and slow dance
And now i live just numbing the pain
And lately it’s been hard to look at this cuz baby i ain’t really changed much
Stay up workin’ on this fake love from the people who don’t give a fuck just tryin’ to replicate us
And i look at you
You’ve got a stranger in your photo
And forgot me, but know it’s probably better for you
And i pushed you away
And got the things i thought i wanted
But i still just feel the same, yeah
Said that i could live my life without you
Look at me, fallin’ apart here without you
You say you’re doin’ great
And i lie right through my teeth when i say—
{chorus: drowsy}
I said i’m happy for you
But i know that i lied
When i said i could prove
That i need you by my side
And i’m just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz i’m happy for you even though you’re not mine
{bridge: ekoh}
And i keep on callin’
Hopin’ that you need me too, but you keep on movin’ on
Sayin’ that it’s best for you
You can live a fairy tale but i know you remember sayin’ it was me and you forever so
I will keep movin’ on
And pretend that i’m happy for you
{chorus: drowsy}
I said i’m happy for you
But i know that i lied
When i said i could prove
That i need you by my side
And i’m just so tired of lying awake
So tell me a story to put me to sleep
Cuz i’m happy for you even though you’re not mine