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Delon Ellis — LATELY
Artist: → Delon Ellis
Delon Ellis — LATELY — lyrics
Lately iv been high too much
Acting like i don’t give a fuck
Acting like this shit don’t phase me
But deep down i know that it does
Every single memory of you and me, makes it hard now, feeling like it don’t mean much
And i know i shouldn’t blame you, say it’s your fault but we both know that is was
Now i’m poring a cup, bit of liquor make it all turn numb
And these days i ain’t pacing my sips too, i just drink it all till it’s done
Sick of keeping it hush, got me feeling like i need to say some
Feel like i need that some, just the type of man i never thought id never become
Look, i’m glad that we ended
I’m happy with my without you being in it
I know this ain’t how either of us intended
When i said i love you just know that i meant it
But you chose the money it fucked with my mental
Oh then you were sorry, nah fuck it i can’t deal
With all of your lies it just doesn’t make sense so
I’m cutting all ties after all that we’ve been through, damn
When no one els was there for me i thought you’d always be by my side
When i felt no one cared for me, you’re the one i saw of as a ride or die
Really had a type of chemistry, they say comes around like once in a life
Now it’s all unsettling, and sometimes i can’t help by wonder why
And lately i been feeling down when i think about it
And lately i just drink it down just to be without it
Lately i been thinking how we even got this far and
Lately i been seeing now i’m better off regardless
Lately i been looking back, i think we really forced it
Everything fight we ever had, i feel i always lost it
We never were the perfect match, and time is what it cost us
Lately i been looking back, just for moving forward
Please, don’t act like we’re still close, don’t act like our friendship is still going
Don’t act like we good cos we ain’t, you turned into someone i do but i don’t know
And that’s not for the better, the break up now i’m past it
I’m good with that shit, but the issues i have is from what happened after
Lies every time you’re compulsive
Hide all your life like a culprit
Night after night check i’m lonesome
Cos cutting all ties you couldn’t cope with
Lie to me act like you really still cared
Just to make sure that i’d always be there
Try pull me back when the distance is clear
Finally saw what the devil did fear
Nah, i don’t wanna ever make a mends
Everything we had is never coming back again
We ain’t going back i don’t consider you a friend
All the pictures that i had, i went and threw them in the bin
Put them in the past now i ain’t gonna play pretend
Honesty you lacked is what i never could forgive
Played it off as sad, i know your tears ain’t mean a thing
I ain’t even mad, this be a chapter at its end
And lately i been feeling down when i think about it
And lately i just drink it down just to be without it
Lately i been seeing how i’m better off regardless
From a distance i can see your true intentions
And i don’t want no part, i learned the truth about you the hard way
You want clout, you want fame, anything to get that pay
Get your follows by the swipe put your morals to the side
Dodged a bullet, still it scraped me, i been thinking bout it, lately
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